{"id":11470,"date":"2022-03-08T16:00:31","date_gmt":"2022-03-08T16:00:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/?p=11470"},"modified":"2022-03-08T16:00:31","modified_gmt":"2022-03-08T16:00:31","slug":"rubewa-a-ciki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/rubewa-a-ciki\/","title":{"rendered":"Rubewa a ciki"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yariman Matrix ya lalace cikin rashin bege. Kuma wannan \u0253acin rai ya kai matakan sanyi da gaske.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Ciwon \u2019yan uwansa da ma\u0199wabtansa, gami da abokan ha\u0257in gwiwarsa na kusa da shi (!), yana ba shi jin da\u0257i&#8230; zurfin jin da\u0257i&#8230; jin da\u0257i mai da\u0257i. Kuma mafi tsananin zafin wannan ciwo, jin da\u0257insa na visceral kuma ya \u0199unshi duka shine: a zahiri ba shi da \u0199arfi. Zafin ma\u0199wabcinsa kamar magani ne wanda ke da gogewa wanda ya ha\u0257a da fahimtar wani abu da ba shi da tasiri a gare shi, maganin da a yanzu yake sarayar da shi gaba\u0257aya wanda kuma kowace rana yana wulakanta kyakkyawar tushensa na samaniya.<\/p>\n<p>Yarima bawa ne ga gidan yarin da da kansa ya gina. Kuma wannan \u0257aurin ya lan\u0199wasa shi a jiki kuma ya karya masa \u0257abi\u2019a da ruhi. Hankalinsa da hazakarsa suna gushewa cikin kiftawar ido a gaban magungunansa, wanda ke nuna cikakken iko akansa. A gaskiya ubangijinsa ne. Gabanta yana durkusa yana sallama kullum cikin nutsuwa.<\/p>\n<p>Abin ba\u0199in ciki ne ka ga tsohon kerub \u0257in da fikafikai fikafikai yana dur\u0199usa a gaban mafi \u0199an\u0199antar ba\u0199in ciki da rashin tausayi, yana \u0257okin makanta don ya jawo wahala da azaba ga duk wanda ke kewaye da shi, abokin gaba ne ko aboki. Kuma wannan \u0253arna a yanzu ta karya komai, har ma yana jin da\u0257in wahalarsa kuma yana jin da\u0257in ayyukan wulakanci na yau da kullun.<\/p>\n<p>Abin da ba zai iya jure wa hankali mai hankali ba abin sha&#8217;awa ne a gare shi. Abin raini, wulakanci, wulakanci, \u0199ulle-\u0199ulle da \u0253arna, a gare shi abin farin ciki ne kuma yana motsa shi.<\/p>\n<p>Tsohuwar tauraron wayewar gari ya fado daga sama cikin wani irin wulakanci da halakar da duk wani kwayar halittarsa \u200b\u200bya ji kunyar wakiltarsa.<\/p>\n<p>Gaskiyar gaskiyar ita ce, &#8216;yariman&#8217; bawa ne mai wahala, wanda a cikin &#8216;yan lokutan sa&#8217;a, yana \u0199in kansa sosai kuma yana \u0257aukar kansa a matsayin abin \u0199yama, abin \u0199yama da tashin hankali.<\/p>\n<p>Wanda yake kawo haske da kansa yanzu ba ya kawo komai sai rubewa, karkacewa, cuta, rugujewa, schizophrenia da karkata. Wanda a da ya kasance mafi kyawun halitta a sararin sama, yanzu ya ru\u0253e a ciki, amma ru\u0253e ne har wani \u0199amshi mai \u0199amshi yana tare da shi duk inda ya je.<\/p>\n<p>Ina ganin na gane wannan warin: \u0199amshin mutuwa ne!<\/p>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-11470\" data-postid=\"11470\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-11470 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yariman Matrix ya lalace cikin rashin bege. Kuma wannan \u0253acin rai ya kai matakan sanyi da gaske.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":11471,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":""},"categories":[90],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/omegageneration.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/marcio-dentro-2.jpeg?fit=1187%2C780&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11470"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11470"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11470\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11473,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11470\/revisions\/11473"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11471"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11470"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11470"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/omegageneration.net\/th\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11470"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}