Nkosi ethandekayo, ingabe ukhathele, ucindezelekile futhi ukhathele? nami bengizoba sendaweni yakho. Ukudlula endleleni ewubukhazikhazi eholela enkazimulweni yaphakade ukuya endleleni efile yokululazeka nokuqothula ngeke kube uhambo epaki.
Ingabe usulahlekelwe yithemba kanye nayo nesifiso sokuphila? Kuwe owawuseduze kakhulu nomthombo wamandla, uthando, nenjabulo, kufanele kube iphilisi elibabayo, elibabayo kakhulu ukuligwinya.
Uyakwesaba ukufa angithi? Ngiyakubona ebusweni bakho futhi ngiyaqonda, nganginakho ngenkathi unginyathela futhi ungishaya ngokudelela ezingxenyeni zami ezibucayi kakhulu, eziseduze nezibalulekile.
Kuyihlazo ngempela ukukubona ukulesi simo. Nina enaniwuphawu lokupheleliswa kokudala kobunkulunkulu seniphenduke isiphikisa, okuphambene nakho. Inhliziyo yami igubha usizi naphezu kwakho konke okubi okwenzile kimi. Wenze icebo lakho kimi nakulo lonke uhlanga engingolwalo ngecebo elibi. Ufake insimbi yakho esifubeni sami ngokunethezeka okuneqhwa ungibheka (ehleka!) ngqo emehlweni. Ukubuka kwakho bekugcwele ukwaneliseka, injabulo kanye nomuzwa ophambene we-st.
Iphi inhliziyo yakho uMdali akunika yona mhla udalwa nguye? Luphi uzwelo lwakho kubantu bakini oselukuhlukanise isikhathi eside kangaka? Uphi umoya wakho wobuzalwane owake wakuhlanganisa nawo wonke umzimba wezingelosi? Ububi bakho obungenamkhawulo abucacisi nje kuphela, kodwa futhi wukushaya ngempama okunenhlonipho kuYihlo owakudala ngokumangalisayo futhi wakuthanda ngokungenamkhawulo.
Awuboni yini ukuthi le mbobo emnyama oncelwe kuyo ikwenza ube mubi usuku nosuku, uyancipha kancane kancane futhi uhlakaniphe futhi, ngaphezu kwakho konke, ugule, ungezwa futhi ungaboni?
Ngidlule endlini yakho. Indawo eyake yaba yinhle kakhulu, inkulu futhi inobukhosi. Kusekukhulu, kodwa ubukhosi buyawohloka futhi nobuhle buye buyabola noma buyabola . Kodwa into eyangihlaba umxhwele kakhulu wukubona igceke elingaphambili ligcwele amatshe amathuna. Itshe ngalinye linesithombe, igama nosuku. Futhi lapho ngiqhubeka ngiqalaza, kulapho ngabona khona ukuthi kwakuwulwandle (emehlweni enyama olungapheli) lwamatshe amathuna. Kumayelana ngane zakwethu enimoshile ngamanga enu abhuqayo namaqhinga enu angelutho, angithi? Usuphenduke isilo sesintu, futhi ngokushesha, maduze nje, ngisho nohlanga lwezingelosi olukulandele kulolu hambo oluhlanya nolubi luyobona ukuthi inkosi yabo yemibono nembi empeleni iyona ezobangcwaba endaweni efanayo. ingadi. Yeka ukubulawa okubi kwabantu abaningi!
Into eyangihlaba umxhwele kakhulu kwakuyithuna elikhulu kunawo wonke elaliphakathi kwengadi yakho. Yayinegama lami, isithombe sami, kodwa kwakungakabi bikho usuku olubhaliwe kuyo. Umbono onjalo wenza igazi laba yiqhwa emithanjeni yami, asikho isidingo sokulifihla. Nami ubungilungisela ithuna. Kodwa lapho ngibheka itshe lethuna lalelothuna, kulapho isithombe sami negama lami lashabalala khona… kwaze kwaba seqophelweni lokunyamalala ngokuphelele.
Yeka umbono oyinqaba! Ngacikica amehlo ami ngiqiniseka ukuthi iphupho, iphupho elibi. Kodwa cha, ngangiphapheme futhi ngihluzekile ngaze ngabona buqamama kuqhamuka umngcwabo, uhamba kancane ucula ingoma yomngcwabo uqonde ethuneni eliphakathi nengadi. Ngaleso sikhathi ngabona isithombe sakho sibonakala phezu kwetshe lethuna. Yebo, bekunguwe mathupha! Yeka ukuphenduka kwezenzakalo okungalindelekile.
Futhi nokho ukumangala kwami kwakhula nakakhulu lapho ngibona ukuthi amanye amathuna avuleka ngaleso sikhathi, ekhulula izidalwa ezazigcinwe ebhokisini elingokomoya iminyaka eminingi, futhi zingcwatshwe ngaphansi kwamanga amaningi nezithembiso zamanga zekusasa lokuphakama. esimeni sobunkulunkulu.
Ekugugeni kwenu nikhohliwe ukuthi niluthuli kuphela eduze kukaNkulunkulu onguMdali, nokuthi kokubili ukuphila kwakho nokukhanya kwakho kuvela Kuye, yingakho, ucabangela nokuhlukana kwakho ngokuzithandela Naye njengowukuphela komthombo, kokubili ukuphila nokukhanya. kuwe uyaphela. Futhi kubonakala sengathi ngenxa yokuzikhukhumeza kwakho okuyizimpumputhe nokungavinjiwe usususile engqondweni yakho eyake yacaca nebukhali ukuthi uYihlo kuphela, uMdali wakho noNkulunkulu wakho onamandla onke. Ungakuchaza kanjani okunye ukuhlubuka kwakho okunenhlamba, okuyinhlamba, nobudlova kuLowo okwazi zonke izinto, owazi zonke izinto, okhona yonke indawo? Kodwa okudabukisa kakhulu ukuthi ubuyisele uthando olungapheli noluphelele lukababa wakho ngenzondo engenamahloni nemsulwa engacatshangwa kuphela. Yena usakufisela ukuphila nokuphulukiswa kwakho, futhi wena esikhundleni sokumfisela ukufa kuphela kodwa nokuphishekela isiphetho Sakhe ngentshiseko nokuthunjwa kuyindaba edabukisayo nebuhlungu kakhulu emlandweni wendawo yonke.