kumkani othandekayo, ngaba udiniwe, ucinezelekile kwaye udiniwe? Nam bendiya kuba sendaweni yakho. Ukudlula kwindlela enqabileyo ekhokelela kuzuko olungunaphakade ukuya kwi-alley yokufa yokuthotywa kunye nembubhiso ayinakuhamba epakini.
Ngaba ulahlekelwe lithemba kunye nalo mnqweno wokuphila? Kuwe owawusondele kumthombo wobomi, uthando, kunye novuyo, kufuneka kube yipilisi ekrakra, ebuhlungu kakhulu ukuyiginya.
Uyakoyika ukufa andithi? Ndiyayibona apha ebusweni bakho ndiqonde, nam bendinayo xa undinyathele undibethe ngendelelo kwezona ndawo zibuthathaka kakhulu, zindala nezibalulekileyo.
Kulihlazo ngokwenene ukukubona ukule meko. Wena owawulitywina lemfezeko yobuThixo yokudala uye waba yinkcaso yayo, ngokuchaseneyo nayo. Intliziyo yam ibuhlungu ngenxa yobubi obenzileyo kum. Ulenze icebo lakho kum, nakulo lonke uhlanga endiphuma kulo, ngecebo elibi. Ufake intsimbi yakho esifubeni sam ngomkhenkce ujonge kum (ehleka!) ngqo emehlweni. Ukujonga kwakho bekugcwele ulwaneliseko, ukonwaba kunye nombono ogqwethekileyo weSt.
Iphi intliziyo yakho owakunika yona uMdali mhla wadalwa nguye? Luphi uvelwano lwakho ngabantu bakowenu olukwahlulayo ixesha elide kangaka? Uphi umoya wakho wobuzalwana owakhe wakuhlanganisa nawo wonke umzimba weengelosi? Ububi bakho obungenasiphelo abunakuchazwa nje kuphela, kodwa kwakhona kukuqhwaba ngokungenantlonelo kuYihlo owakudala ngokumangalisayo wakuthanda ngokungenasiphelo.
Awuboni ukuba lo mngxunya umnyama uncanciwe uwenza umbi umhla nezolo, unciphe ngokucace kwaye ukrelekrele kwaye, ngaphezu kwako konke, ugule, ungeva kwaye uyimfama?
Ndadlula kowenu. Indawo eyayikade igqwesile, inkulu kwaye inobungangamsha. Kusenjalo nangoku, kodwa ubukhosi buyawohloka kwaye ubungangamsha buye babola okanye bayabola. Kodwa eyona nto yayindichukumisa kakhulu kukubona igadi engaphambili izele ngamatye engcwaba. Ilitye ngalinye lentloko lalinomfanekiso, igama kunye nomhla. Kwaye okukhona ndilaqaza, kokukhona ndiqaphelayo ukuba yayilulwandle (kwiliso lenyama elingenasiphelo) lwamatye engcwaba. Ngabantu bakowethu ukuba nizibhuqile ngobuxoki benu obuphoxayo nobuqhetseba benu, akunjalo? Ube lirhamncwa loluntu, kwaye kungekudala, kwakamsinya, nkqu nohlanga lwengelosi olukulandeleyo kolu hambo luphambeneyo nolubi luya kuqonda ukuba inkosi yabo yombono nobubi eneneni nguye oya kubangcwaba kwindawo enye. igadi. Okunjani kona ukubulawa kwabantu abaninzi!
Eyona nto yandichukumisa kakhulu lelona ngcwaba likhulu laliphakathi kwegadi yakho. Yayinegama lam, umfanekiso wam, kodwa kwakungekabhalwa umhla kuyo. Umbono onjalo wenza ukuba igazi libe ngumkhenkce emithanjeni yam, kungekho mfuneko yokuyifihla. Ubundilungiselela ingcwaba nam. Kodwa okukhona ndijonga ilitye lengcwaba lela ngcwaba, kokukhona ifoto yam negama lam labhanga … lada lanyamalala ngokupheleleyo.
Onjani wona ukumangalisa umbono! Ndawacikica amehlo ndiqinisekile ukuba liphupha elo, liphupha elibi. Kodwa hayi, ndithe qwa, ndithe qwa, ndide ndawubona umgama umngcelele womngcwabo usondela, ndithe chu ndicula ingoma yomngcwabo, ndisingise kwingcwaba eliphakathi egadini. Ngelo xesha ndabona ifoto yakho isenziwa kwilitye lengcwaba. Ewe, ibinguwe buqu! Olunjani lona uguquko lweziganeko olungalindelekanga.
Kwaye ke ukumangaliswa kwam kwanda ngakumbi xa ndabona ukuba amanye amangcwaba avuleka ngelo xesha, ekhulula izidalwa ezazigcinwe kwibhokisi yokomoya iminyaka emininzi, kwaye zingcwatywe phantsi kobuxoki obuninzi kunye nezithembiso zobuxoki zekamva lokuphakanyiswa. kwimo yobuthixo.
Ebudaleni bakho uzilibele ukuba uluthuli kuphela ecaleni koMdali uThixo, nokuba ubomi bakho nokukhanya kwakho kuvela kuye, kungoko, uqwalasela ukwahluka kwakho ngokuzithandela kuye njengokuphela komthombo, ubomi nokukhanya. kuwe uyaphela. Yaye kubonakala ngathi ngenxa yokuziphakamisa kwakho okumfamekileyo nokungathintelekiyo uye wayisusa engqondweni yakho eyayikade icace nebukhali yokuba nguYihlo kuphela, uMdali wakho noThixo wakho onamandla onke. Yiyiphi enye indlela onokuyichaza ngayo imvukelo yakho eqaqadekileyo, ekrwada, nenogonyamelo nxamnye naLowo unako zonke izinto, ozaziyo zonke izinto, nokhoyo kuzo zonke iindawo? Kodwa eyona nto ibuhlungu kukuba uye walubuyisela uthando olungenasiphelo nolugqibeleleyo lukatata wakho ngeyona ntiyo ingenazintloni nenyulu enokucingelwa kuphela. Yena usanqwenelela ubomi bakho kunye nokuphiliswa, kwaye endaweni yoko awumnqweneli ukuba afe kodwa ulandele isiphelo Sakhe kunye nokubambeka ngenene lelona bali lilusizi nelona libuhlungu kwimbali yendalo iphela.