Inkosi ye-matrix ibole ngokungenathemba ngaphakathi. Futhi lokhu kubola kufinyelela emazingeni amangazayo ngempela.
Ubuhlungu babanye abantu kanye nomakhelwane bakhe, kuhlanganise nabahlanganyeli bakhe abaseduze (!), bumnikeza injabulo… injabulo ejulile… injabulo echichimayo. Futhi lapho lobu buhlungu buba bukhulu kakhulu, yilapho injabulo yakhe ibonakala kakhulu futhi ihlanganisa konke: udakiwe ngokoqobo. Ubuhlungu bomakhelwane wakhe bufana nesidakamizwa esinokuhlangenwe nakho okuhilela umbono osobala wento engekho manje kuye, isidakamizwa manje asebenqotshwe ngokuphelele futhi esilulaza usuku nosuku imvelaphi yakhe emangalisayo yasezulwini.
Inkosana isigqila sejele eyalakhile. Futhi lokhu kuboshwa kuye kwamgoba ngokomzimba futhi kwamephula ngokokuziphatha nangokomoya. Ukucabanga kwakhe nokunemba kuyanyamalala ngokuphazima kweso phambi kwesidakamizwa sakhe, esibusa ngokuphelele phezu kwakhe. Empeleni yinkosi yakhe. Phambi kwayo uyaguqa futhi uzithoba usuku nosuku ngendlela ephansi.
Yeka indlela okudabukisa ngayo ukubona ikherubi lasendulo elinezimpiko ezinwetshiwe liguqa phambi kwesadism elinganqandeki kakhulu nelinonya, lizimisele kwaze kwaba seqophelweni lobumpumputhe ukuletha ukuhlupheka nokuhlushwa kunoma ubani elizungezile, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi yisitha noma umngane. Futhi lokhu kuhlanekezelwa manje kwephule yonke imingcele, uze ajabulele ukuhlupheka kwakhe futhi ujabulela izenzo zakhe zansuku zonke zokuzihlaza.
Okungabekezeleleki emqondweni ohluzekile kuyafiseleka kuye. Okudelelayo, okwehlisa isithunzi, okwehlisa isithunzi, okuhlambalazayo nokucasulayo, kuyena kuyajabulisa futhi kuyavuselela.
Ingane yangaphambili yenkanyezi yokusa iye yawa isuka esibhakabhakeni yangena esimweni esilulaza sokuthotshiswa nokubhujiswa kangangokuthi yonke i-molecule yobuntu bayo inamahloni ukummelela.
Iqiniso langempela liwukuthi ‘inkosana’ iyisigqila esidabukisayo, ezikhathini zayo ezimbalwa zokukhuluma, izizonda ngokujulile futhi izibheka njengenyanyekayo, enengekayo futhi enesicanucanu.
Lowo ozibiza ngoletha ukukhanya manje akalethi lutho ngaphandle kokubola, ukuchezuka, izifo, ukubola, ukudangala nokuhlanekezela. Lowo owake waba yisidalwa esikhazimula kakhulu endaweni yonke manje usebolile ngaphakathi, kodwa ubolile kangangokuthi uhambisana nephunga elibi nomaphi lapho eya khona.
Kubonakala sengathi ngiyalibona leli phunga: iphunga lokufa!